Bismillah..Assalamualaikum
How time flies so fast. I am now almost at the 7th week of my surgical posting and still so many things I haven't finish read yet. Everytime when I go to hospital, every single day, my legs are kind of wobbly from standing too long during ward rounds, joining clinics and during OT....like jelly hehehhh. Balik bilik je merangkak cari katil.haha.ok tipu. So tell me where's exactly the time to finish all those surgical books Dr?alasan Syafiqah alasan~
Medicine aside. Actually my birthday is today according to Islamic Calendar.19 JamadilAwwal. Hip.Hip.Ho0rayy! (hee..ada orang bagi hadiah la :P) Bless me Ya Allah..Bless me! Bless me! One thing I can't help to think of on my birthday is how much I want to thank to my Mother for giving me birth on that date. Terima kasih yang teramat Mak..=')
Well, my mum wasn’t a world leader or a famous doctor.She was neither business tycoon nor any social figure. But she was one of the greatest woman who had ever lived and 5th January 2006 was my first day without her. On that day, I didn’t know what to do with myself..also worried towards my younger bros and sisters..I’m worried if they not have the chance to feel love and being loved by a ‘Mother’ anymore like I feel..(Thanks alot Mama for your willingness to accept and taking care all 8 of us!)
Alhamdulillah..I am thankful that Allah let me have my mum for 17 years. And before He taking her, I am happy that I was given a chance to hug and kiss her, also to let her know, how much I loved her. Until now, there is no word I can express to show how much I missed her.The last time I saw her was in the mosque(jenazah prayer) just after I arrived from the Langkawi..Only He knows how I felt during that moment. I will not be able to see her anymore and from now on got to bear such a huge responsibility to help and support my dad especially.
That wonderful woman died with a smile on her face and fulfillment in her heart. She was a great & success as a wife, mother, daughter, sister and biology teacher..and she was my MuM... Al-Fatihah.
Semoga Allah sayang Mak lebih daripada Angah sayangkan Mak..<3
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