Tears of MS..

Medical students are tough, strong and reliable. They are trained to become H.Os and later on M.Os. They are bombarded with so many things to read, memorize, digest, understand, and, of course they are tested again and again. They learn to talk, to walk and sleep like doctors. They think like physicians and surgeons. But to my most deepest concious, medical students break down along the way. Including me myself. They cry.

They tell their stories. They got scolded by lecturers, shouted by the staff nurses, and even got hammered by them as if medical students are just drags. Medical students sometimes could not cope with the pressure and tense feeling. That irritable feeling. Sigh.

They are often corrected by their lecturers. With good intentions, that they wont make mistakes again. But medical students are just people. We are just people. Nothing more...T_T

p/s:  3rd week of my clinical posting...do pray for me

A Beautiful Reminder =)

Oh Allah...

I told you: I'm in pain
You said: 'Do not despair of the mercy of Allah' (39:53)

I told you: Nobody knows what is in my heart
You said: 'Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest' (13:28)

I told you: Many people hurt me
You said: 'So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them' (3:159)

I told you: I feel I'm alone
You said: 'We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein' (50:16)

I told you: My sins are so many
You said: 'And who can forgive sins except Allah?' (3:135)

I told you: Do not leave me
You said: 'So remember Me; I will remember you...' (2:152)

I told you: I'm facing a lot of difficulties in life
You said: 'And whoever fears Allah ? He will make for him a way out' (65:2)

I told you: I have many dreams that I want to come true
You said: 'Call upon Me; I will respond to you.' (40:60)