Me in Medical

Assalamualaikum..

Sekarang cukup 5 minggu aku di Medical posting

Banyak sgt benda yg aku belajar

But still byk jugak benda yang aku tak tahu

Semakin byk aku belajar, semakin byk aku tak tahu

Dgn kata lain semakin byk menuntut ilmu, semakin 'ngeng'

So lebih baik berhenti menuntut ilmu..(haha)

Tak2.Sebenarnya semakin byk aku belajar, rupanya baru aku tahu betapa ceteknya ilmu yg aku ada.. =,=

Banyak benda yang aku agak 'touching' sepanjang sepanjang Medical posting ni

Hari tu pergi tgok CAPD (Continuous Ambulatory Peritoneal Dialysis)

Patient yang pegi buat CAPD ni patient end stage renal failure

And most of it elder patient la kan

Tapi hari tu pegi klinik nephro, jumpa patient Putra Haikal

Mula-mula aku igt mak dia yg nak buat CAPD

Rupa2nya Haikal, 9 tahun, dah ada renal failure

So mak Haikal terpaksa buat CAPD utk anak dia 5kali sehari!

Ya Allah..bayangkan 5 kali sehari buat peritoneal dialysis

Tok Ma aku buat hemodialysis selang sehari pun dah cukup kesian aku tengok

Ya Allah..aku tak tahu lah. Memang kuat sungguh hati ibu gigih menjaga anak

Dalam wad pulak, aku rasa terharu tgok patient ni bersolat atas katil, 
Pakcik Ghalim namanya

Ini 1st time aku tgok patient solat

Lepas dia solat tu aku tegur lah dia

Baik betul lah pakcik niiiiiiiiiiiiii..

Sangat2 lah fatherly..

Ya Allah kurniakan dia kesihatan yang baik Ya Allah..

Ada sorang patient lagi akak Selmah

Akak ni suddenly dpt hemorrhagic stroke attack

Tak boleh berjalan, bercakap pun agak susah

Aku baca report dia. Akak Selmah ni baru letak under psychiatric

Since dia dapat stroke ni dia mengalami depression yang amat sangat sbb tak dpt berjalan and bercakap properly mcm dulu

Tak boleh bekerja, lonely, and family member tak rapat dengan dia..

Ya Allah..kesiannya..kalau menyelami kehidupan setiap patient ni aku rasa aku banjir dah

Bila aku entertain kak Selmah, aku dapat rasa keikhlasan dia

Bagi aku makanan, siap bagi fon number and address lagi suruh visit dia (huhu)

InshaAllah ada kebaikan sedang menanti untuk dirimu kak Selmah..

So far, dalam Medical posting ni, aku dapat rasa Medical bukan lah taste aku (hehe)

Tapi in terms of medical knowledge, byk benda aku belajar dlm posting ni

And banyak benda tentang life juga yang aku dpt ambil iktibar (posting lain pun sama)

Just sometimes, aku terfikir, am I able to be a good doctor?or at least a 'safe' doctor?

Aku takut..Ya Allah..Bantulah aku..permudahkan lah..

-"Allah tak marah kalau kita tak pandai, tapi Allah marah kalau kita tak pergi belajar"- UAI

Betul tu Ustaz Azhar! Moga kata2 Ustaz sentiasa terngiang dlm telinga ni.huhu..

Be thankful :)

Angkatlah tanganmu yang kosong itu,

Hatta ia kotor mahupun kudung,

Berdoalah..Berdoalah kerana Allah mendengar setiap cicit ayat yang keluar dari mulut hambaNya yang berdoa..

Yakinlah..

Allah tak pernah silap meletakkan seseorang di sesuatu tempat..

Allah tak pernah silap. Kan? <3

 

Be thankful, grateful and learn to appreciate..:)

Sedang Apa~

Hidup jangan mengungkit..Apatah lagi dia sudah berubah..

Kalau Allah ungkit dosa-dosa kita hinalah kita..

Let bygone be bygone..

Manusia boleh bertaubat..

Takutlah dosa diri sendiri daripada membuka aib orang lain..

Muhasabah diri..

Jangan sebab kita, ada insan yang menangis terluka..

Entah-entah orang yang kita sakiti jiwanya itu adalah kekasih Allah..

Time after time

Assalamualaikum

I'm soO relieved after done my seminar and long case presentation eventhough I know I wasn't done it very well. Hope I'll be more systematic after this. And I think I really need to learn how to hide the panic too. Huhu..Surgery is tough and takes a lot of patience. But still every posting comes with different challenges la kan, gotta live with that. Sometimes I dunno what I learned for the past 7 weeks. Despite so much exposure, I'm still very slow-ow-ow...(-_-)

 "Monkey teaches monkey. This is not a monkey bussiness u know!" (ayat siapa ni..=P)
 

 It would be much pleasure if I were called as Corelle mangkuk ke..Vantage ke..(hehe..nak sangat ke Syafiqah?)

Aside from my negativity in Surgery(eheh), I've also been busy joining several activities. Last week I was in charge in donation for Aqsa Sharif booth at Megamall Kuantan. Thus, need to go around the mall and asked for the donations.huhu..May Allah save Palestina!

 Together with Sheena, Maya, Mira n Me..You know what?When you are asking for donation, you will feel like...'Rejections are normal'

with Catriona Ross. Such a very lovely and soft spoken women :) She was invited to be one of the panel for a Forum held there..

Okay.That's all.Got to go! nak packing barang for program at Tasik Chini.weehuu..Will continue update about Chini soon.. InshaAllah..daa! :)

All you need is...

نعم لا بد من حب لتملاء كوننا الأنوار

Dr. Yusof al-Qardhawi berkata:

 “Cinta akan mencari manusia. Tetapi manusia jangan mencari cinta.”

"Dengan gemerlap dan bersinarnya hati, maka lahirlah kebaikan...

Dengan gelapnya hati,maka lahirlah kejahatan...

Apabila manusia telah mengenali hatinya maka dia akan kenal dirinya,

maka akan mengenal Tuhannya..."

(Imam Al-Ghazali)

  p/s: moga 'cinta' itu membangkitkan kita :)

 

Let it go with smile

We love ourselves even after making so many mistakes.

Then how can we hate others for only their small mistakes? 

Strange but true! So let's make habit of FORGIVING!

Do inhale ♥ ; exhale hate ^_^

19 JamadilAwwal 1433

Bismillah..Assalamualaikum

How time flies so fast. I am now almost at the 7th week of my surgical posting and still so many things I haven't finish read yet. Everytime when  I go to hospital, every single day, my legs are kind of wobbly from standing too long during ward rounds, joining clinics and during OT....like jelly hehehhh. Balik bilik je merangkak cari katil.haha.ok tipu. So tell me where's exactly the time to finish all those surgical books Dr?alasan Syafiqah alasan~

Medicine aside. Actually my birthday is today according to Islamic Calendar.19 JamadilAwwal. Hip.Hip.Ho0rayy! (hee..ada orang bagi hadiah la :P) Bless me Ya Allah..Bless me! Bless me! One thing I can't help to think of on my birthday is how much I want to thank to my Mother for giving me birth on that date. Terima kasih yang teramat Mak..=')

Well, my mum wasn’t a world leader or a famous doctor.She was neither business tycoon nor any social figure. But she was one of the greatest woman who had ever lived and 5^th January 2006 was my first day without her. On that day, I didn’t know what to do with myself..also worried towards my younger bros and sisters..I’m worried if they not have the chance to feel love and being loved by a ‘Mother’ anymore like I feel..(Thanks alot Mama for your willingness to accept and taking care all 8 of us!)

Alhamdulillah..I am thankful that Allah let me have my mum for 17 years. And before He taking her, I am happy that I was given a chance to hug and kiss her, also to let her know, how much I loved her. Until now, there is no word I can express to show how much I missed her.The last time I saw her was in the mosque(jenazah prayer) just after I arrived from the Langkawi..Only He knows how I felt during that moment. I will not be able to see her anymore and from now on got to bear such a huge responsibility to help and support my dad especially.

That wonderful woman died with a smile on her face and fulfillment in her heart. She was a great & success as a wife, mother, daughter, sister and biology teacher..and she was my MuM... Al-Fatihah.

 Semoga Allah sayang Mak lebih daripada Angah sayangkan Mak..<3